Sunday, June 27, 2010
Words can't describe what i am feeling for the past few days.Neglected? Rejected? Ignored? Despised? I don't know.Why is it that whenever i found something that i could depend and look up upon to change my life for the better,it practically left and dissapear? People say that 3rd's time a charm but this is my 3rd time and it ain't a charm for me.Maybe the saying about good guys finish last is actually true.This literally made me think back and realise that people who play dirty actually do get what they want.Maybe i just don't have the heart for it. Why can't she just tell me straight up cause that's how she is and that's how i know she is? Maybe she is true to wad she said? Like actually being busy with work for 1 whole week that she didn't even have time to send me a text but she actually has time to update her facebook? You know what? I've actually been a bloody moron to actually be waiting for you.
There's more i need to say,but i don't have the mood for it right now.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
12th April will be the start of my new school.Hopefully i will be in the same class as omar but even if i'm not,i'll just appeal.Hahahaha.Brothers are ment to be together.Me and omar got in the same school with the same course which is Higher Nitec in Mechanical Engineering at I.T.E Tamp Campus.There's 1 thing that urkes me tho.I'm gonna be wearing a school uniform!!! WTF?? At the age of 23,and wearing uniform.Gonna be really stupid Hahaha! Anyways,time to reveal my real life on what's happening.Basically did not go to alot of party's as my SKS bro's are not really the partying type.They are more of the "chill by the pub" type.As they are old(i'm not old),they wanna tone down on the party life and settle down and make KA-CHING! As for me,I have just been working and slacking everyday.Basically no life.I can't wait for school to start but first,i gotta pay the school fee's and ect all by myself.I have less than 1 month to raise about 280 bucks.I hope i can do that cause i dun wanna trouble my parents and my siblings.They have their own problems to think about.That's all i am writing for today as time consraints me from typing more.Lol.Until next time!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Hey there.It's been awhile since i last let out my feeling online eh? Haha.Well,my aunt just passed away bout 6 hrs ago.The strange thing is,I know that my aunt is sick and suffering from cancer.But yesterday,i had a dream about this very aunt calling my house and I was the one that picked up the phone and talked to her.She said that she wwas going to visit us which to me seems strange as she has never wanted to visit my family as she hates cause i am the so called "Rotten Egg" in the family.Next thing i knew,she passed away.Very strange eh? Anyways,i got to go now to melawat.Adios!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Well,those were some of the pics taken on omar's sister's wedding.There are some more pictures but i have to get them from sida.I got to go now as i am rushing for time.Adios!Thursday, November 12, 2009
Finally! Exam's are over and now i can do my own things without the old people at home nagging at me to study.I hope i can pass at least 4 out of the 5 papers that i took.The last paper which is the science M.C.Q is soo freakin easy.It only took me like 20 mins to finish and i slept after that.Hahahaha.As for tomorrow,i'll be starting work at downtown east d'marquee.At least i got something to do while awaiting for my results rite?Yesterday,after our paper,we headed down to Grandlink Square to kinda celebrate raden's birthday and karaoke.Watch those vids on Facebook courtesy of syaz orite? Peace out!
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Wohoo! "O" lvls are almost done and over with! I have no confidence in my combined humanities but i think i should be able to pass the other papers with at least a c6,even tho that is not wad i am aiming for.And i guess after the exams are done with,i'll be surrendering.Well,after Zouk-Out that is.Haha.Life's a bitch with a warrant of arrest on ur ass and to make matters worse,stupid I.O Walid and other I.O"s at bedok hq are looking for me as they know i am involved in all the cases at pasir ris park.I wonder who the hell ratted me out eh? Argh! I'm missing a certain 26 yr old right now.How i wish i could go to marsiling right now and smack 1 on her.Neways,going out in afew so i'll just end this short post.Adios!
Monday, October 12, 2009
Update,update,update.Hmmmmm,wad can i say? Life's a bitch.School's been a bitch too no thanks to past year's o lvl students that failed.So this year,some selected students which includes me,are made to come to school everyday till our o lvls is over while the unselected ones finish their school by the end of this week.As for my prelims,i didn't turn up for my english papers,did terribly for my maths and science,didn't turn up for my malay papers and as for combined humanities,slept through them.Sometimes i dun see why are all the teachers putting soo much hope on me.The selected students that are made to come back are those who passed their prelims whereas i'm the only one who failed.Pep talk by mr hamdan,mr ahmad and kak zai still gave no meaning in life for me.Today,woke up at 4 p.m with no plans wadsoever so i lazed ard in bed till 6 when sida asked me to hang out so i did.went home at bout 11 and watched tv till late.Watched forgetting sarah marshall.A quote from the movie "You were too stupid to realize".Somehow,that particular line outstood the rest.Got me thinking.In all my relationships,maybe i am always the one at fault.In my defence,i would like to know what and where i went wrong and it always seem too late.Fuck life.Today,omar is gonna be sleeping over at my place since we finish school today at 9:30 p.m.This year's zouk-out is gonna be a blast i hope.I did had fun at last year's zouk-out but i didn't have 100% fun as "u know,i know".Bought this year's zouk-out tickets at 35 bucks.I just hope that i manage to prevent getting screened as i have a warrant of arrest on me."O" lvl's are just 2 weeks away and i still have not touched a book and don't plan on either.Life's already a bitch,might as well enjoy it right?Staying awake till late at night made me wish that i was sleeping but memories still haunts me.Been over a year and still can't get over it. Peace out ya'll.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Raye has been a bore to me.And to add salt to the misery,my 22nd birthday is comming in exactly 4 more days.Boy am i getting old.How i wish that i can stay 21 for the rest of my life.Someone let me have a drink from the fountain of youth please?But at least my daughter is with me today till next week.That's something for me to smile about ey?Been bloody stressed with the fact that the comp is still not fixed for like already 6 months.So i got my lazy ass to work and got it fixed.Formatted everything and even got a new dvd drive for the comp.All that is left is to get a new monitor.I've done my part so i think it's time for my other siblings to get the monitor ey?8th oct will be my final court date and i think that there will be no more extensions for my fine which i will not be paying.Went out slacking earlier with my bro ahbul and saw lots of couples going out together.Part of me wants that but part of me wanted no part in that due to the fact that i am scared of being heartbroken again.Damn,"o" lvls are just round the corner and i have quitted school.Where the hell am i going to study?And looking for a job now is tough.What am i going to do with my life? Maybe i need a financial planner and need some advice on my life's direction.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Just wishing her a happy 19th birthday and khai's soon to be 18th birthday.Not in the mood to blog more.Peace out ya'll.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Just doing a short post as i am at khai's house slacking away.Started fishing again with khai a few days ago.Was hard to erase the memories but then it got better.Went cast netting yesterday at Pasir Ris park with Khai and even tho we didnt catch alot of fish,i kinda had fun.Was nice to get time out since i finished my supply of panas and waiting for my supply of ikan.Might go cast netting again today but not decided yet as khai had to go reporting soon.This sunday,gonna go to sembawang and get my supply and head to geylang with my bro's.Having my English "o" lvls oral this sunday eek! School is fine just lazy to go to school.Nothing else to update atm.Adios amigos.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Man it's been a long time since i last touched a comp to update."O" lvls has begun and man,i feel like i don't even give a damn about it.Happily slacking my ass till late at night every single day and going to school to sleep.It's 5:30 am atm and i juz reached home about 30 mins ago so yea,go figure.Soo many things happening but i can't be bothered to express everything.All i can think about is....Wanna Shake???? Gotta love the bro's of kampong sisilaq! love u guys!!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Girls are just like ciggarettes,they are just to kill time.Nice quote from my bro Khai.Thinking back,that's exactly how i've been treating girls(other than schoolmates).Sometimes,i pity them and felt sorry for treating them like that.But most of the times,they deserve to be treated like that and why u might ask? No reason,just that girls don't deserve my respect.On my relative's chalet,did some thinking on what i had done and what i am going to do in the future.Thinking bout school,i have really not been trying at all.It's a miracle that i managed to even pass some of the class tests without even trying and without even studying.But looking forward,the actual o lvl's exams are just looming ahead and in a few more months,i'll be sitting for the papers that will be deciding my future in which way i will be going.I got to buck up and i swear i will once school restarts.No more sleeping in class whether it's science or malay.No more skipping of humanities classes.This bam is gonna chiong till the o lvl's.I just hope that it's not too late.Thinking back on relationships,haha,good times and bad times.Somehow,i tend to think more on the bad times,cause it's these bad times that when we get over it,we get closer to each other and appreciate each other more.Still remember the time she shed tears for me in front of everyone at C.B.W . Still remember the times i shed my tears for her at a coffee shop in bedok reservoir.Haha,the times we both shed tears when declaring our "love" to each other.In the end,it's all total bullshit.But it's fun tho,being in love that is.But if u ask me right now if i ever wanted to get in a relationship again,i would say a flat-out NO.I won't deny the fact that i still think of her everynight before i go to sleep,but i would never fall in love ever again.Now,i just wanna concentrate on my studies,my friends,my bro's and just enjoy life as it comes.Man,i'm dead broke thanks to every weekend of "goyang" and looks like i'm addicted to it.Help me pls? But i guess no one really cares about me and why should they right?
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Short post short post!!! Going out soon to meet up with sham and going to shake.Going out tomorrow to pkms and going to study on saturday.On sunday,Powerhouse time!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Stressful period of this year so far.I blew up for nothing and blew up over nothing.It's like as if i had the p.m.s.Had a big fight with Mr ahmad on friday's maths class even tho it's my fault.Got scolded by him and i just flip out and was on the verge of hitting him when he slammed the door in my face.It's the 1st time i ever raised my voice to a teacher since i started schooling again.Last week,went to shake with taufiq,hajar and naqib.Was super fun.The next day,went drinking with omar and the rest at pasir ris park.Had some issues with tanjong rhu people but its all settled.Yesterday,went to sentosa with the si si laq kampong and boy,over 30 people?? haha.Taufiq was upset that his girlfriend can't come along.Cheer up eh mate?pumped sayur and dang,i was bongok! lol.Sat at the rocks and faced the outside sea.Was a nice scenery with the sunsets and all.Must be very romantic for naqib and fiee,ras and ira..too bad for me,i was alone while the rest were busy playing soccer and fooling around.Again i had no mood to do anything.After that,headed to tamp with An,din and mike and slacked and i went home at about 11:30p.m.Dropped dead soon after.Today,i think i'll just stay at home as i have been going out every single day since last 2 saturdays.Life sucks.I miss having a girlfriend.Peace out.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Feels like shit with no internet at home.So wad do i do? went out everyday and slack at pasir ris every single day.Can't wait for this saturday's drinking session with the guys and girls from MERCU and peeps from pasir ris.Exams are comming and studying have been a real bore.It sucks studying alone at home.I miss the old times and yes i still do miss her.The times where i would be studying with her at her void deck,the times we joke around while studying,the times where i would just stare blankly at her while she is studying.And khai has just been released and boy do i miss him alot.Finally,there's someone i could actually talk and relate to.Only he is the 1 person that know me inside out.Past few days have been hectic and stupid i must add.I'm gonna meet khai tomorrow and finish up my koi fish tattoo and if there is enough ink,i think i'll add another tattoo.I owe u 1 bro and thanks for the awesome tattoo.Next saturday will be the biggest outing with the pasir ris peeps to sentosa.God help me move on.I like living this single life whereas i can do whatever i want and there's no one stopping me.But i do miss the times where my special someone would text me randomly,those sweet nothing messages,cute talks on the phone.Fuck life.Peace out muthafockers.
Monday, May 4, 2009
I gave you all you desiredAll that you neededBoy, I providedI let you into my headInto my bedAnd that's a privilegeI had your back at the answersYou took the dollarsI took the chancesDefended, battled and foughtCause I thought you really loved meI don't know where to start or where to stopNo, but I know I am doneI've had enoughSo fall out of my handsOut of my heartAnd when you hit the groundYou'll be sorry that I'm not aroundI will watch youAnd you fall out of your mindOut of your fantasyWhen you hit the wallThink of meI'll be on the top just watching you fallYou said that you were the strong oneI was the girlAnd I was the young oneI kept your feet on the groundMy head in the rounds I had youYou told me you were so gratefulI was with youAnd I was so faithfulStood by in all that you saidAnd all that you didI loved youI don't know how to act or what to sayBut I know I am goodI'll be okayAnd you fall out of my handsOut of my heartAnd when you hit the groundYou'll be sorry that I'm not aroundI will watch youAnd you fall out of your mindOut of your fantasyWhen you hit the wallThink of meI'll be on the top just watching you fallI'll be on the top just watching you fallSo fall out of my handsOut of my heartAnd when you hit the groundYou'll be sorry that I'm not aroundI will watch youAnd you fall out of your mindOut of your fantasyWhen you hit the wallThink of meI'll be on the top just watching you fallI'll be on the top just watching you fall
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Hey hey hey(!!!) MiraSunshine is here!(: I am here to update something, a lil note from the owner of this bloggaye. Well, firstly, he wont be updating this blog due to the breakdown of this laptop/computer. Ayie will get back to blogging as soon as the laptop/computer is repaired. So peoples, stay tuned! ps: Ayie!!! you own me something now! if not i pull your hair!! *laughs. xoxo.Egyptian Queen.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
School's been a bore ever since the change of classes.Personally for me,i lost the motivation to study.I have been skipping classes and school tons of times.Have not been doing my work in class.Have not been doing my homework.Reason being? The place that i am sitting at is the very place where she used to sit during the 1st few days of our foundation term.Every single time i tried to do my work in class,memories kept comming back and thankfully i have managed time and again to brush them aside but i still can't do my work due to the quietness of the new class.No noise makers.No laughters to make studying fun.I miss my old classmates very much.Mantom,Nazzeer,Elly,Wardah and such.They are the ones that made the class beautiful and lively.Ijah's and Wardah's laughter.Mantom's and Nazzeer's jokes.Elly's ermm...well,just the sight of her made me smile.Been hanging out at pkms alot lately.Went to amuk's concert on saturday and slacked at pkms again after that.This comming friday,again will be at pkms but we will be playing boxing.On next monday night, /// will be going to memories! wohoo! 6 ppl just guys having a fun filled night out at the ktv.Dun want to get a hostess as i plan to go home straight after as i have school the next day.U guys have "fun".Sigh,i miss my bro khai.I wonder how he is doing in there.I really hope he is doing ok.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Can't get to sleep tonight.No reason why.Just been thinking about thing.New things that i have never felt nor experienced before.Somehow,i'm loving this new lease but at some point i hated it so much,i feel like ending myself,fast and silently.New matured friends,new experience with old people and how they react and such to our modern criticisms.Alot to be taken in but its has been an overwhelming experience.At times,i feel on top of the world but when that feeling came,it seems like the whole world just came tumbling down with it.I'm grateful to have this experience but sometimes,i wanna share it with someone and thats the 1 main thing that has made me feel down most of the time.As for school,i seem to have given up.I may have passed english and science,but i feel really down for failing maths and i dun blame anyone except myself for not been attending school or reaching school punctually.Even Mr Hamdan doesn't know wad else to say to me.Why am i turning this way? I am not like this last year.Is it due to hatred towards this cruel and unpredictable world? Is it the prejudice with girls? Is it me? Simply can't be answered and how i wish i could answer them to satisfy my need for knowledge.Looking back on my past,i miss those carefree days.I wanna get out of this new life and i wanna live my old but is it possible?
Random Gibberish
Monday, April 13, 2009
Well well,been bloody lazy to do anything at home so i basically just went out alot.Either to slack or ktv.Went to valentine on tuesday and got home drunk.Nothing interesting happened on the following days except just gambling away at P.K.M.S .Today after school,went over to sembawang and got my hair dreadlocked :D .
Monday, April 6, 2009
Heya.Just got home p.k.m.s and its 2 a.m right now.Slacking at p.k.m.s had been very fun and a new experience for me.I have never slacked with people over the age of 40+ and its very fun.No childish issues whatsoever.On saturday,headed to abg amy's house at about 6:30 and headed to p.k.m.s.We then watched kuda kepang at malay village.I swear it's fucking stupid and scary at the same time.Once the show is done,headed back to p.k.m.s and we gambled till 6 a.m in the morning.lol.I was up by 80 bucks by playing bingo but lost it all when we played pair call -.- .Reached at at 7 and can't sleep cause suddenly memories came back.I don't know how nor why but it did.At 4 p.m,got ready and went to p.k.m.s as we had a meeting.Fucking shocked with the news.We fucking "kap" with Alip?!? Like what the hell? Never mind that.After meeting we played Bingo again and i didnt win nor lose,hoho.Tomorrow,i'll be with my new class,i'll be missing those peeps.But what can i do? Tried my best to persuade the guys but,oh well.Hopefully the new class is not gonna cross me.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah
I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted youI wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you
Heya! Sorry for not updating for soo long.Reason being is that i'm just too lazy and do not have the mood to do so.Life's been kinda hectic i must say.God i love my friends so.They have been with me through thick and thin and whenever i needed them,they are always there for me.A big thank you to my closest buddies such as Omar,Sida and Khairul.Speaking of Khairul,he has not been calling me nor texted me for the past 2 weeks.I'm really worried for him.I really hope he is ok.But i have a gut feeling that he has been caught.Either for vehicle theft or for taking heroin.Warned him soo many times to drop that shit.I fucking missed u bro.I really wish that your ok.As for school wise,benn failing almost all my subjects.I know i have not been able to concentrate on my studies this year and i must really pull my socks soon.Very soon.Failed english.Yes,u heard me right,i failed my english and it was a comprehension test in which comprehension is supposed to be my forte.Failed malay cause i didnt turn up for paper 1.Luckily i passed my science with a b3.I know i dropped alot from scoring straight a1's and now dropping to b3.As for maths,results are not out yet but i have a feeling i'm going to fail it.Reason? The paper is fucking tough.Combine humanities,no need to ask.Thinking back,i have realli lost the will to study.Was scoring straight a's last yr and topping the class every single time but this year,flunked terribly.To recap on the things i did the past 2 weeks or so.Didn't really do much cept for staying at home and sleeping.My body feels really tired.Last week,went to valentime with abg amy and his cousin.After karaokeing,headed down to geylang and booked a room.Headed home at bout 7:30 a.m,got ready and left for school.Classmates have not been attending class and as a result,half the class is going to be transferred to the other class.Sadly,wun be in the same class as Elly.But sigh,it has to be this way.So today,i headed home after school and slept upon reaching home.Woke up and got online while listening to the radio.The song sweetest girl came on and memories came flooding back.Part of me wanted to turn off the radio but part of me didn't want to.Enough bout that.I'm gonna dreadlock my hair this thursday and omar is sleeping over at my place to do my hair.Can't fucking wait.Had enough of the fanatic ways.Been a month since i took out all my piercings,i mean all including my eyebrow.Hopefully with the dreadlock and the new image of mine people will think differently about me.*crosses fingers*.This saturday is the starting of the lab practical lessons.And my class are planning a chalet on June and hope it turns out well.Nothing else to update about so until next time! Au Revoir.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Darn sleepy and i just got back from school as there was maths remedial and the test.The god darn test was soo freakin tough even when we can use the calculators.I swear to god this year o lvl's is gonna be fucked up due to the change in syllabus.Did nothing yesterday cept for a good nights laugh with seri,an old primary school classmate,we met tru facebook and chatted on msn.Talked about our good ol primary school days and had a good laugh.Was nice to meet an old friend and we caught up on each other and our other primary school mates.Talked bout life and love life which i didnt say anything bout mine cause i had enough.Planning to go clubbing with her and she is gonna try and bring her mates and i'll try to bring mine.Cheer up aite old friend? Everything is gonna be fine.I hope.As for today,just gonna meet sida and slack till night and after that gonna meet abg amy to discuss bout some stuff as on friday night there will be a meeting for our mafia and to discuss persambutan awie which will be comming to singapore next month to meet us.Anis(budak jam bukit panjang nye orang besar) will also be meeting abang amy tonight as he also wanna join us.Nothing else to blog.Adios.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Nothing has been going on in my life that is interesting to blog about and i didn't really do much past 2 days or so.Just rot at home or slacking with abg amy at his house and played the guitar.But i'm really looking forward to this saturdays outing with hamry,omar,bo,ilham,ai ai,sida and ai ai's mum at changi.Will be bbq'ing and fishing and drinking the night away.Today after remedial,went for my 1st prac and failed it as expected.Stupid break confusing me.Dunno whether to press the clutch 1st or use both breaks 1st -.- .That failed me.As for the others,i can say i did very well thx to coaching from omar,mahadir,akiff and khairul.Speaking of khairul,i wonder how he is doing since his accident.I realli hope he is ok.He is the 1 guy that is always there for me and i can always count on for help besides omar and sida.I miss spending time with him.His jokes,stupidity and coolness made me laugh my heart out at times.Hope your doing ok bro.I hope i get the job omar reccommended me and if i do,it will only be a 2 motnhs job and the pay? What will i spend on with $6.4k ?:D probably gonna lazer my tattoo's and go shopping at taka.Gonna be different tho shopping without her as i'm not used to spending money by myself but hey,times changed and i have to change.With that said,i already took out all my piercings including my eyebrow.Tomorrow,maths test.Hope i can pass this test as i have already failed my english but passed my science.
Missing her
Monday, March 16, 2009
Above are pictures taken yesterday night outside zouk while waiting for mahadir and the other's who are below 18 years of age to gain entry.Those above 18 are able to go in through phuture.lol.Okay yesterday,left house at about 2 and headed to aunt's place for my nephew's kenduri sunat.Waited for kakak there and she reached at about 5:30 p.m.Me and kakak left at 6 with ina and headed off to suntec as kakak wanted to buy an external hard drive.Walked around after that and realised it was already 9:30 p.m .Called up mahadir and agree to meet him at Clarke Quey mrt station at 10:15.Sent kakak and ina off to the bus stop and i began my walking journey as i still have 30 mins to reach Clarke Quey,i decided to walk from city hall.Reached at about 10:10 p.m.lol.So i took my time walking by the singapore river.Sigh.Headed back to the control station and went to the toilet to freshen up and waited for mahadir and his friends.When they arrived,we began walking to zouk and damn it was a long long walk.Walked past riverside point,Double O,and reached zouk.Waited for Rano to come outside and give us the tickets and then Omar arrived.Too many crazy things happened inside due to mahadir's childishness and i had a good laugh in there.And also,too many people know me in there.Everywhere i walk i would hear people shouting "bam!" Not a good sign so i stayed close to omar.Alot of chinese there.Bumped into kai sheng(former patrician) and lots of other's.Enjoyable night out with omar and mahadir.Looking forward to our 21st bbq pit with hamry and gang at changi beach!This time,It's drinks galore!I miss you.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Man,i feel restless.Been going out almost everyday.My body is tired and need rest but i can't stay at home.Why? Memories.That's why i have been going out everyday and even when i sleep,i don't sleep in my room.How i wish these memories will stop flooding my head so i can get on with my life normally.And when i'm not thinking of her,i'm thinking of another girl.Love is,but a complicated tussle,like life is.Fuck life.Why care about someone when they dun fucking even spare a thought for you?I'll be going in soon anyways so yea.Someone asked me,"Once i'm inside and when i'm released,will i change my ways?" Fuck no.Girls made me what i have become and yes,i blame girls for my own undoing.I know not all the girls are the same but i have yet to meet a girl that will change my prospective on that account.So yes,in my opinion,all girls are the same.Fuck life.It's cruel,unpredictable and it's ruthless.I live the way that i wanna live now.Will i change for the better? Depends if a girl can make me change.OKAY.Enough with my random gibberish.Time to recap on wad happened the past few days even tho theres nothing interesting that happened.Thursday,went to school as usual.After school,errmmm,okay i can't remember wad i did.Moving on to friday.Went to school as usual and after school,accompanied taufiq to bedok reservoir to get his haircut and went home after that.Slept for awhile upon reaching home den showered and got ready to meet the boys at pasir ris for some boxing activity which didnt happened and they played takraw instead.Went home at about 11 p.m.Sleep upon reaching home.Saturday,was awoken by mummy and was asked to accompany her and sister to I.T fair thats happening at suntec so i did.Walked around and around from 3 p.m till 8.After that,we went to mummy's friend's chalet at costa sands resort.Me and kakak ate like a pig there,snapping up the chickens and prawns.Went home at about 12:30 and i watched freedom writers on h.b.o .Was a really good show.Slept after the show and woke up at 1:40 and here i am blogging.As for today,I'll be getting dressed soon to go to auntie's place for a kenduri sunat of my nephew and after that will be meeting omar and mahadir and party at zouk! Au Revoir.
Missing her and her.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
